M o t h e r's   A g e n d a   Undated_June_1 Undated, June 1960 (Letter to Mother from Satprem) Pondicherry, June 1960 Sweet Mother, This is to tell you that the proofs of L'Orpailleur are being sent off this morning at 11 o'clock ... I don't have many pages of The Synthesis ready. Nevertheless, will I see you tomorrow as you planned? Your child, Signed: Satprem P.S. Please protect 'my' Orpailleur! Page 388 (Mother's reply) 6.17.60 My dear little one, I am with you, and what is needed shall be done. Don't worry, all will go well. In a confident peace and joy. Signed: Mother Page 389 Home ISBN 2-902776-33-0

M o t h e r's   A g e n d a   Undated_1958 Undated 1958 (Concerning Finances') Money is a force and should not be an individual possession, no more than air, water or fire. To begin with, the abolishment of inheritance. ** Financial power is the materialization of a vital force turned into one of the greatest powers of action: the power to attract acquire, and utilize. Like all the other powers, it must be put at the service of the Divine. Page 206 Home ISBN 2-902776-33-0

March 26, 1955 (Letter to Mother from Satprem) Pondicherry, March 26, 1955 Mother, once more I come to ask you for Mahakali's' intervention. After a period when everything seemed much better, I again awake to impossible mornings when I live badly, very badly, far from you, incapable of calling you and, what's more, of feeling your Presence or your help. I don't know what mud is stirring about in me, but everything is obscured, and I cannot dissociate myself from these vital waves. Mother, without Mahakali's grace, I shall never be able to get out of this mechanical round, to shatter these old formations, ever the same, which keep coming back. Mother, I beg of you, help. me t

March 7, 1958 (Letter to Mother from Satprem) Kataragama, March 7, 1958 Sweet Mother, Since my departure, I have been feeling your Force continually, almost constantly. And I feel an infinite gratitude that you are there, and that this thread from you to me keeps me anchored to something in this world. Simply knowing that you exist, that you are there, that I have a goal, a center - fills me with infinite gratitude. On a street in Madras, the day after I left, I suddenly Page 149 had a poignant experience: I felt that if 'that' were not in me, I would fall to pieces on the sidewalk, I would crumble, nothing would be left, nothing. And this experience remains. Li

November 26, 1960 (Mother had wanted this personal conversation to be erased and remain untranscribed, but considering its importance, we thought it better to preserve it.) Your force cured me in one hour in a spectacular waywould understand if you had merely cured my flu, for that's something more general, and with a good general vibration it can be removed; but the force acted with an astonishing preci sion and accuracy: first it wiped out my flu, then it touched a toothache that's been hurting for the last three days, and in five minutes that was gone. Finally, I had a pulled ligament which for three or four years now has periodically give

August 2, 1952 Only when it is no longer necessary for my body to resemble the bodies of men in order to make them progress will it be free to be supramentalized.2 ** Only when men shall depend exclusively upon the Divine and upon nothing else will the incarnate god no longer need to die for them. 2 1. Original English. In another version, Mother wrote, 'a ray of the Consciousness.' 2. Note written by Mother in French. Page 28

April 24, 1960 (Letter from Mother to Satprem) ... It is to make you understand that whenever you are ill, something is ill in your being. Page 365 ISBN 2-902776-33-0

May 1959 (Letter to Mother from Satprem) Pondicherry, May 1959 Sweet Mother, I read your letter to X.' He immediately said, 'I shall explain tomorrow.' Then he added this: 'Usually, before going to Mother I concentrate on the Divinity on which we are going to meditate, or by which we are going to get help. Thus, some Divinity (goddess) comes and with it the ceremony and ritual and colors. I shall explain more tomorrow.' As I am wary of his 'tomorrows,' I insisted, especially in regard to the luminous globe 2 and I asked if it were the same thing as the Shakti of the other experiences. He said it was not, that it was different, and he repeated 'more tomorrow.' Then, by way of conclud

December 17, 1960 (Mother gives the disciple a cadamba flower which she has named 'Supramental Sun' - a striking orange ball consisting of innumerable stamens) It's beautiful, isn't it? It's all together, but it's innumerable. It's ONE thing going in all directions. And what a color! The tree is glorious. Nature is a marvelous inventor - everything She does is beautiful. I don't believe that man has succeeded in producing anything so perfect. Later, it's true, some new species were developed by him, but nevertheless Nature still remains the origin. Yes, ugliness seems to begin with man. Page 493 1. The tantric guru. During his periodic visits to the Ashram,

September 21, 1951 O mon doux Seigneur, suprême Vérité j'aspire à ce que cette nourriture que j'absorbe, infuse dans toutes les cellules de mon corps Ta toute-connaissance, Ta toute-puissance, Ta toute-bonté. (translation) O my sweet Lord supreme Truth, I aspire that this food I take may infuse into all the cells of my body Your all-knowledge, Your all-power, Your all-kindness. Page 337 ISBN 2-902776-33-0