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This morning, I had, for instance, a whole series of experiences
regarding the notion of selfishness. I remember that the first time
someone said to Sri Aurobindo in my presence (many years ago) about
someone else, "Oh, he is selfish," Sri Aurobindo smiled and answered,
"Selfish? But the most selfish of all is the Divine, since everything
belongs to Him and He sees everything in relation to Himself!" I found
it rather daring! And this morning (strangely, just this morning; it's
not the first time, either), I suddenly felt how false that notion of
selfishness is and that sort of reprobation of the selfish, with, at the
same time, all the shades of leniency, understan
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Go find Andre and bring him here.
(Satprem goes out to fetch Andre. They return
together.)
Ah! (to Andre:) What will you say now? ... I don't
understand anything anymore! (Andre laughs)
(Andre:) Well, Satprem would like to know what's
happening
with his books....
Yes, and he's right.
Yes. And by the same token, it would be good if we
could
know - if someone in the Ashram could know - what
exactly
M. is doing with Sri Aurobindo's books.
Yes, quite.
......
I'll go further, Mother: for the last two years, I
haven't b
It's like their relationship with the Divine.... Yesterday, while I
was working here in the morning (distributing the eggs!), they made me
listen to music by Sahana,[[A Bengali disciple who is a musician. ]] a
hymn by their group which is in the line of "religious music." There are
sounds, certain sounds that may be called "religious sounds"; they are
certain "associations of sounds," which are universal, that is, they
don't belong to a particular time or a particular country. In all times
and all countries, those who have had this religious emotion have
spontaneously given out this sound. While the music was playing, that
perception came to me very clearly
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Mother's Agenda On Ashram
Ananda vs Love
Ashram rules
13th April experience Ashwatha Tree
All India Radio
Are You God
The four Asuras Attack of hostile forces 24th April 1920
The Boat
Bulletin
Birthday
It was a force with a sparkling white light at its center, the light
which is the force of the Divine Mother, and as soon as it was well
packed and concentrated inside, or condensed, it took on all the colors -
vibrations of every color ... Like a materialization - these colors
were like a materialization of the Divine Force when it enters matter.
(Just as matter is a condensation of energy, well, this seemed to be a
condensation of Divine Force. That's really the impression it gave.)
It reminded me of tantric things. I have seen tantric formations
and how forces are systematically separated by them - each vibration,
each color. It's very interestin
Before, I always had the negative experience of the disappearance of the
ego, of the oneness of Creation, where everything implying separation
disappeared - an experience that, personally, I would call negative.
Last Wednesday, while I was speaking (and that's why at the end I could no longer find my words), I seemed
suddenly to have left this negative phenomenon and entered into the
positive experience: the experience of BEING the Supreme Lord, the
experience that nothing exists but the Supreme Lord - all is the Supreme
Lord, there is nothing else. And at that moment, the feeling of this
infinite power that has no limit, that nothing can limit, was so
overwh
Those oppositions are really what gives the consciousness an
interesting knowledge. Because I have a feeling that that Action wasn't
at all limited to the moment when the consciousness that acts here took
part in it: it's going on all the time. If for just a second (gesture
of interiorization) I stop speaking or acting, I feel that golden
Glory behind - "behind," it's not behind, not within, it's ...
supporting everything - it is there. But in that experience, I was
given two hours of TOTAL participation: there was nothing left but
That, nothing existed anymore but That. And all the cells were given an
unforgettable joy: they had become That.
What
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You speak of exteriorization - couldn't you show me a
simple way of learning to do it?
You can't do it on your own, it's dangerous.
Some people do it spontaneously, so of course you're not going to
tell them it's dangerous. But it is dangerous, because if they do it
just like that, without being watched over, and someone or something
abruptly calls them back - some event, some circumstance or other - they
can be cut off (gesture of the cord being cut). I would never
let anyone without knowledge do it on his own. If it's spontaneous, it
means it comes from previous existences, so they have the knack. But all
the same it's a b
For instance, those who produce food, a factory such as "Aurofood"
(naturally, when we are fifty thousand, it will be difficult to meet the
needs, but for the moment we'll only be a few thousand at the most),
well, a factory always produces far too much.... So it will sell outside
and receive money. And "Aurofood," for instance, wants to have a
special relationship with workers, not at all the old system - something
that would be an improvement on the Communist system, a more balanced
organization than Sovietism
or Communism, that is, which doesn't too much lean either toward one side
or the other.
The idea of Aurofood is good, and they are trying to make