April 23, 1956 Mother takes a passage from Prayers and Meditations of September 23, 1914: The Lord hast willed, and Thou cost execute; A new Light shall break upon the earth. A new world shall be born. And the things that were promised shall be fulfilled. and rewrites it as follows in her own hand: 29 February - 29 March Lord, Thou hast willed, and I execute: A new light breaks upon the earth A new world is born. The things that were promised are fulfilled.' 1. Original English. Page 74 ISBN 2-902776-33-0

M o t h e r's   A g e n d a   March_1959 March 1959 (Letter to Mother from Satprem) Pondicherry Sweet Mother, Just now I have left X; he sent me away from his house a few minutes after my arrival: 'I do not like you to stay here NOW.' And he added, 'There is hard work.' He was doing a japa' when I arrived at 5 o'clock. X seems tired, and the child - who is very sensitive - does not seem well either. This morning, X told me, 'Last night I have been fighting like a lion.' And apparently it is not over, although he just told me, 'He [the titan] has "one.' I asked him if the titan was dead, and he told Page 286  me, 'Yes, yes, closed.' - But I think he told me this mainly to avoid my qu

May 1, 1958 These days I am having every possible experience in the body, one after the other. Yesterday and this morning ... oh, this morning! I saw there (center of the heart) the Master of the Yoga; he was no different from me, but nevertheless I saw him, and he even seemed slightly imbued with color. Well, he does everything, he decides everything, he organizes everything with an almost mathematical precision and in the smallest details - everything. To do the divine Will - I have been doing the sadhana for a long time, and I can say that not a day has passed that I have not done the Divine's Will. But I didn't know what it was! I was living in all the inner realms, from the

November 30, 1958 (Letter from Mother to Satprem) Sunday morning Satprem, Here is the wherewithal to go to Hyderabad. Whatever you may decide, I will always be with you, invariably, in the truth of your being. Signed: Mother Page 251 ISBN 2-902776-33-0

July 23, 1958 In the final analysis, seeing the world such as it is and seems meant to be irremediably, human intellect has decided that this universe must be an error of God and that the manifestation or creation is certainly the result of a desire, the desire to manifest, know oneself, enjoy oneself. So the only thing to do is to put an end to this error as soon as possible by refusing to cling to desire and its fatal consequences. But the Supreme Lord answers that the comedy is not entirely played out, and He adds: 'Wait for the last act; undoubtedly you will change your mind.' Page 184 ISBN 2-902776-33-0

June 1958 (?) We are preparing upon earth the connecting-point, that point of communication and junction between the mental and terrestrial human consciousness and the supramental and superhuman Consciousness. It is a whole intermediate world that is being worked out, a new creation manifesting and materializing. In order to be realized here upon earth, this creation must utilize the already existing material means and powers, but in a new way, adapted to the new needs. One of the most essential powers is the financial power. Page 171 ISBN 2-902776-33-0

September 15, 1955 (Letter to Mother from Satprem) Pondicherry, September 15, 1955 Mother ... suddenly everything seems to have crystallized - all the little revolts, the little tensions, the ill will and petty vital demands - forming a single block of open, determined resistance. I have become conscious that from the beginning of my sadhana, the mind has led the game - with the psychic behind - and has 'held me in leash,' helped muzzle all contrary movements, but at no time, or only rarely, has the vital submitted or opened to the higher influence. The rare times when the vital participated, I felt a great progress. But now, I find myself in front of this solid mass that

October 25, 1960 There is a black cloud over the ashram. It's origin is rather unique and very interesting. S has a nephew in Bombay, and one day towards the end of August or beginning September, he told me an extraordinary story about this nephew, who had disappeared (he showed me his photograph - he looks rather like a medium). He returned home two days later, I believe. He'd been found in a train in a hypnotic state; fortunately someone shook him and he suddenly woke up: 'Why am I here? What am I doing here?' (He had no intention of travelling, you see; he had simply left his house to visit a neighbor in Bombay.) So he returned home without knowing what had happened to him.

November 2, 1958 Last night, I thought, 'My god! If I have to ...' Individually, with this one or that one, by selecting the best, I could get somewhere, but this ... this mass.' Swami had told me so - he told me immediately after his first meditation (collective meditation at the Ashram playground), he told me, 'The stuff is not good!' (Mother laughs) I didn't press the matter. All this together constitutes one collective entity, and the individual is lost in it. If I had to deal with this person or that person individually, it would be different. But all together, taking them all together as a collective entity, well, it's not brilliant. Page 215 ISBN 2-902776-33-0

September 12, 1956 (During the Wednesday class) ... A supramental entity had entirely possessed me. Something a little taller than myself: its feet extended below my feet and its head went a little beyond my head. ... A solid block with a rectangular base - a rectangle with a square base - one single piece. 1. Note written by Mother in French. 2. Note written by Mother in English. 3. In fact, following the 'Supramental Manifestation' of February 29, 1956, all of Mother's physical difficulties increased, as though all the obscurities in the physical consciousness were surging forth beneath the pressure of the new light. The same observation applies to the disci