An Experience of X as told to Narad I saw a golden gate surrounded by a golden light. A very big golden lock is holding the gate closed. I saw a hammer smash the lock and was puzzled at how the lock was smashed. Then someone called here (at Golconde) and said, "X, Mother has left Her body."

Dream of Nov. 20, 2003 I am in a roomwith Hitler and his top lieutenants and staff. He is exhorting them to sing and encouraging me tosing. Either because I could notor would not I found myself sitting in a room with Frederick. He has a very concerned look on hisface and said: "It is too quiet." Just after he saidthis the first in a long line of men, tall and dressed in black, came intoview. They walked with sombresteps and were holding on their right side, shoulder high, small caskets withtheir children whom Hitler had butchered.As the last man passed there was a woman behind him. She was wearing a grey cloak thatreached almost to the floor and she had her head on his ba

Experience on Mount Shasta It was in the early 1960's when a friend invited me to come with her to the "I AM" annual gathering on Mount Shasta. I had been staying with her and her husband for some weeks, awaiting word from the Pandit who has promised me a music scholarship to Shantiniketan. We drove up to the site, a beautiful setting in a large clearing surround by the forest. As the programs began, seeing these ladies dancing in diaphanous gowns in an amazing assortment of pastels, I immediately knew that I was out of place and though I appreciated their devotion to Saint Germaine, this was

The Bull - Dream of Jan. 1, 2005 I went to bed very tired and all throughthe night the stomach was not good.I think it was some food that was prepared for me. There were many vivid dreams and I rememberclearly telling myself that with this particular dream I would have to do asMother said and pull gently on it to bring it back. Here is the dream. There is an area that seems to be a mangeror a partly open barn with a roofed area.There is a large egg, perhaps a bit larger than an ostrich egg coming upout of the ground. One can see thecracks in the earth around it, yet it is also surrounded by some clean straw asit is breaking through. The egg iswhite but i

A Stellar Hymn Nov. 16, 2013   When I descended, taking form on earth Body and mind of thee were unaware, Or why I came into this realm of birth Only to be caught in Death's cruel snare. I met thee then and saw as in a glass Who I had been and what my role was here This callow youth, headstrong, bold and crass - And yet Love called me sweetly and drew near That I might breathe the sacrifical air. I could not stay, the vital was too strong, But the light was lit and never would disappear And slowly dawned in me a morning song. Now there wings upon my offered days A s

The Avatars Descend July 14, 2013 The battle is not fought on earthly ground, The enemies of progress lie within. No sudden change of circumstance alone, No law or doctrine, dogma or decree Can effect the transformation that we seek. Spiritual communes last but a day. The carrier word is kept by those alone In whom the Presence and the Force reside. Religion failed no doctrine can replace The evil seated in the heart of man. The Avatars descend in human form Uplifting souls that open to their light, An involution from the planes above, On the struggling evolution here below. Yet nothing is lost of goodness or of

The God Who Waits Within July 14, 2013   Man moves as if a shadow of himself Trekking along a grey forbidding shore, Wanting to search, unable to recall The distant haunting memory, the key Once known in other worlds and ancient times. Pacing unaware of sky and sea, Lost in thought and wandering alone, Hoping, almost in prayer, to reach again The summits seen, the vision briefly glimpsed Of one who is the bearer of the Light, One who speaks directly to the soul. If one can still see beauty, feel delight In passing wayside blossoms, hear the song Perched atop a tree, a songster's prayer, Perhaps man may survive, the world t

The Avenging Angel July 14, 2013   The avenging Angel soon may visit us Intolerant of wickedness and greed His appearance on our paltry human scene May well announce a god who will succeed Mankind consumed by animosity Towards his kind, unable to live in peace, Destroyer of the beauty of the earth, Whose hatred, lust and anger does not cease. Unwilling to rise beyond the animal self Inapt to look within, a flame to find To burn away the darkness of his state Such pleasure takes in the brilliance of his mind Locked in a pathetic lump of clay To live awhile on his brief road to death, His insignificant gains erode

To the Light We Cling July 13, 2013 I sat beside a singing rill, The grass was cool and lush and green. I felt my soul with wonder fill At all the beauty I had seen. Winter in his cloak of white, A silent man whose heart was chill, On the frozen landscape of the night His blanket spread and all was still. Then Spring arrived, his grand design Melted by a warmth of love; A marvel-tinted world was mine As Summer like a dream of gold Came fragrant with each flower’s birth And I remembered none of cold When Autumn came ablaze on earth. Though wintry years attend us all There