Dream of Nov. 21, 2000 4:54 a.m. Awaking from a long dream in which I am trying to reach a destination at a beach town. I stop at a stand and have some bread and a cheese sandwich a man makes for me. Then his wife meets me and we talk. As I am leaving she tells me her name, Barbara, but I feel it is Rijuta. Prior to this I have been with Mother. This is the first time that I can recall clearly meeting Mother in many years. She was all tenderness as She held me and I felt Her love

Seeking New Forms of ^Prayer^.htm Seeking New Forms of ‘Prayer’ A beautiful dream last night, December 28, 2012, which lasted most of the evening. In the dream I am going through nurseries/gardens in some country but I don’t know where. The people are friendly and generous in sharing. As I am walking along I see a small clump of ‘Prayer’ with lavender buds just beginning to open. The partially opened flowers are so beautiful that my heart aspires to have a few bulbs for the Matrimandir Gardens and somehow I know that even this small clump will be divided and shared. Then I find myself looking at a field where there are large white ‘Integral Prayer’ flowers, more than 4 i

Bernard's experience.htm Dear friends on AuroConf, For six weeks now, my mother has been lying without real consciousness in the emergency room of a clinic in her town, after a severe accident. Only the day before yesterday she has come out of it into a more norrmal clinic-room. Each day I have been travelling from my house two hours to her town and have been spending some hours near her bed, speaking to her. But as she was totally unconscious, she could of course not answer. After the first days I have tried an experience: I have prayed before her bedand asked her soul to give me an answer which could be a real evidence that the prayer was healing. Since my mother had a tube directly put into h

On Mary Helen’s Passing.htm On Mary Helen's Passing February 7, 2002 I have not been quite able to capture completely the feeling I experienced looking at Mary Helen at the moment of her passing. Something wondrous yet hidden from my view lingered at the edge of my consciousness. After ten hours of watching her emptying the physical, the subdued laborious breathing, the almost quiet pain-filled gasps, the occasional deep moan as if the pain of the world had settled in that frail form, there came the moment of her departure. All stilled. Her eyes had been mere slits throughout the entire night, grad

Dream Experience of Dec. 19, 1967 In the evening, before sleep, I set my entire being to meet the Divine Mother. I had a question to ask Her. The question cannot be divulged at this time but it was in reference to particular meetings and circumstances that have occurred since we arrived at the East West Cultural Center. I remember so little of the dream but I was standing with Mother and I watched her arm move as one would express vastness. Mother gave me this answer: "I have shown you the diversity in order that you may realize the Unity."

Dream Experience with Nirodbaran September 24, 2010 Last night my dear friend Nirodbaran came to me many times in dream. I cannot recall clearly each time he came but the experiences were so strong that I was awakened immediately and heard myself saying, 'Ah, Nirod', so very happy to see him and remembering how he would joke with me when I went to meet him in his rooms to talk or share tea. He would say to the others who gathered there, "I am Nirod and this is Narod!" I recall to his appreciation of my poem on Mary Helen, "When 'Transformation' Flowers Fell", reading it over many times and

Dream of May 17, 1968 Ð Sri Aurobindo I am in a park on a stretch of lawn. I am near a stone wall to my right. It is about three feet high. I am prostrate and in tears. Huge marble steps are in front of me. At the top of the steps is Sri Aurobindo. The steps are wide and there are many. Sri Aurobindo sa to me one of these two things but I cannot remember which: "We shall do everything for you" or "We shall always be with you". Marilyn (Widman) opens a door for

Mary Helen's Dream-September 30.htm September 30, 1998 Mary Helen's experience just before the second operation. "This time it was very nice. I saw a golden round light - but diffuse - and looked up to see if the lights in the operating room were on, but they weren't, only this light. Then a shape came underneath the light - white with some soft pastel colors - like the shape of a bird's wings taking flight or like somebody's arms raised up - there wasn't any face - that held everything up. It was there through most of the operation and then the image kind of faded from my mind's eye, but the feeling didn't go

Dream of March 12, 2005 I am awakened abruptly from a deep sleep toa continuation of a dream I had the night before and which I had promisedmyself to write down in the morning but could not remember it. Now it has all come back and with it myfever and weakness seem to be going. We are at the Dining Hall and waiting formore people to come. They arecoming from all parts of the world and Ved Prakash has sent these smallvehicles that seat about eight people to pick them up. The vehicles are silent and run bysolar or a higher energy. Thepeople keep coming and coming and it is a wonderful gathering and a powerfulexperience. The vehicles are rectangu

Dream of Jan 10, 2005 - 11:59 p.m. Mary Helen and I are in a place that seemslike a fine hotel and we are going to our room. We needed a lion so someone called and a company sent alion. The lion came through thehall to the door. It was huge butyoung. As the door opened out andnot in, it was reluctant to go in but I eased it open and when he saw that hecould go in he went in. He satdown and I called Mary Helen and said, ÒLook at thisÓ because the lion wassweetly and happily licking my chest and after he licked me a number of timeshe fell asleep immediately in my arms with his muzzle against my chest. A beautiful and powerful experience.